robphy said:Forgetting for now the past, how are you doing now in your current classes?
Most graduate programs have qualifying exams that you need to pass. So, you need to overcome your phobia of them.
Yes, it is not uncommon for students to have a subpar performance in their undergraduate studies but still be accepted into a good graduate program in physics. Admissions committees also take into account other factors such as research experience, letters of recommendation, and personal statements.
One way to improve your chances is to retake any courses that you did poorly in and demonstrate improvement. You can also gain research experience through internships or working with a professor. Additionally, strong letters of recommendation and a well-written personal statement can also make a positive impact on your application.
It is possible that your undergraduate performance may affect your chances of getting funding, as many funding opportunities consider academic performance as a factor. However, there are also funding opportunities that consider other factors such as research experience and potential. It is important to do well in your graduate studies and demonstrate your potential for success.
If there were extenuating circumstances that affected your undergraduate performance, it may be beneficial to explain them in your application. However, be sure to focus on how you have improved and what you have learned from the experience. Avoid making excuses or blaming others for your performance.
It is not accurate to say that any specific graduate programs are more forgiving of poor undergraduate performance. Each program has its own admissions criteria and factors that they consider. It is important to research and choose programs that align with your research interests and strengths, rather than ones that may be perceived as more forgiving of poor performance.