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Ook... so I'm pretty much the biggest slacker in the world. No lie. Whatever stories you think you have, i can beat em. I'm pretty sure that I've never done all my assigned homework in one night before. If by some miracle i do any homework, its usually just for one subject, occasionaly two... i never do all my subjects. ever.
Now... I'm kinda worried about a few things... college and all that future career stuff and all my terrible habits and awful work ethic... but in the immediate future... i need to buy a car. If I'm on honors, cheaper insurance... SO i really want to be on honor roll. Now... for a smart gal like myself... most assume piece of cake. I'm easily in the top 2 percent intelligence-wise of my class. grade wise... eh... not nearly so well. let's say... I'm not unused to getting D's... and passing by the skin of my teeth... oh too common. And I'm rather afraid that I'm all too used to that. I honestly, sincerely can no longer bring myself to do homework.
I am really really struggling to convince myself to buckle down and work. I have no idea what to do really... but i keep trying to convince myself that i need to do it... and so far... I'm quite unsuccessful... Today, i will make my hardest attempt in known history to do all my homework thoroughly and well for every subject. I have a lot of work to do... But I'm really going to try. i swear it! anyways, I've been talking to teachers and friends, and I'm just really pleading and begging for any and all encouragement i can get. I need constant attention... i need to really feel pushed. I need everyone to pretend I'm a little elementary schooler that needs constant supervision and motivation. Soooo... since i frequent here all too often when i should be studying... I'm hoping that when i make those visits that i can read this thread and hopefully convince myself to return to my studies... Another thing... is that sometimes when you start out, its easy to remember you motivation.. but say a month from now... or a week... or tomorrow... i may be like why the hell did i decide to do this? and i'll be like oh yeah... and i can read this... and see how everyone agreed with me... and yeah. I'm hoping it'll work... a little at least.
alright, and i guess even if no one cares about me and my issues... i now have documented evidence that on december 1st, 2003, at 3 o'clock, i declared, in a healthy, conscious, sane state of mind, that i Gale truly desire good grades and better work habits, and therefore am going to make my best effort at doing homework! woo.. i wish me good luck... and so it begins...
Now... I'm kinda worried about a few things... college and all that future career stuff and all my terrible habits and awful work ethic... but in the immediate future... i need to buy a car. If I'm on honors, cheaper insurance... SO i really want to be on honor roll. Now... for a smart gal like myself... most assume piece of cake. I'm easily in the top 2 percent intelligence-wise of my class. grade wise... eh... not nearly so well. let's say... I'm not unused to getting D's... and passing by the skin of my teeth... oh too common. And I'm rather afraid that I'm all too used to that. I honestly, sincerely can no longer bring myself to do homework.
I am really really struggling to convince myself to buckle down and work. I have no idea what to do really... but i keep trying to convince myself that i need to do it... and so far... I'm quite unsuccessful... Today, i will make my hardest attempt in known history to do all my homework thoroughly and well for every subject. I have a lot of work to do... But I'm really going to try. i swear it! anyways, I've been talking to teachers and friends, and I'm just really pleading and begging for any and all encouragement i can get. I need constant attention... i need to really feel pushed. I need everyone to pretend I'm a little elementary schooler that needs constant supervision and motivation. Soooo... since i frequent here all too often when i should be studying... I'm hoping that when i make those visits that i can read this thread and hopefully convince myself to return to my studies... Another thing... is that sometimes when you start out, its easy to remember you motivation.. but say a month from now... or a week... or tomorrow... i may be like why the hell did i decide to do this? and i'll be like oh yeah... and i can read this... and see how everyone agreed with me... and yeah. I'm hoping it'll work... a little at least.
alright, and i guess even if no one cares about me and my issues... i now have documented evidence that on december 1st, 2003, at 3 o'clock, i declared, in a healthy, conscious, sane state of mind, that i Gale truly desire good grades and better work habits, and therefore am going to make my best effort at doing homework! woo.. i wish me good luck... and so it begins...